Haaay…this year’s christmas would be my loneliest yet…

…i decided to go to the edsa shrine to sing at the 10p.m. mass with the choir…i left my grandmother’s place at 8:00 hoping i’d be able to make it earlier than the 9:45 call-time…wasn’t that sure i’d make it when i found out i wouldn’t be able to ride both the lrt and the mrt, since they’d already closed for the night…;p got to the church with still some time to catch my breath before the mass started…sang my lungs out from the start of the mass till the final hymn(hey, it is christmas)…got a few gifts from dear tita myrna…and charissa…yay!…after the mass we went to the small room where we usually get served food after mass…sat and had some pictures taken with the choir…then the group finds out we weren’t going to be fed anymore…;p so i had to go home earlier than what i had initially expected(ako kasi talaga designated taong bahay, pero wish ko sana mag stay kahit a few more minutes longer para at least di naman ganun ka lonely…)…on a normal day i’d have to wait a good fifteen to thirty minutes for a bus ride home from the shrine…but since it was christmas eve, i had to wait a whole hour…alone at the bus stop…the ride was crazy as usual…the bus driver didn’t even slow down when we hit another bus’ side mirror while speeding to magallanes…went through my usual christmas routine of giving some loose change to the poor while walking along bicutan…got the funniest reaction after i gave money to some kids who turned out to be "hanging out" at the bicutan interchange : "UY o, pinamaskuhan tayo nung mama, akala ata naglilimos tayo rito"…;p i got home at 12:50…decided to at least have a small feast to celebrate christmas eve…only to remember that we took everything with us when we left for my grandmother’s…;p

…so i was left alone, with no food, no wine, and no family during christmas eve….SAYA!!! good thing three friends decided to answer my christmas greeting…thanks to chins, aan and teenee….kahit papaano, sumaya-saya rin ang gabi ko nung makuha ko yung mga pabalik na bati ninyo….;p

…i was expecting more from yesterday’s barkada reunion…was hoping to be able to see friends i haven’t seen in months, and not those i see almost every week…;p(sori na lang mga dood) haaay

…the party was really boring till we decided to start with the usual drinking session at 2am…got one of my friends filthy drunk(guess who…hehehe)…felt a bit guilty when the poor guy started feeling woozy…hehehe…unfortunately for him, ‘nest, dre, and i have a pretty high tolerance for alcohol…

…went home at 6am coz i was still planning on going to edsa shrine for 11 am mass…of course i wasn’t able to make it to the shrine as i was already really tired by the time i got home for a change of clothes and a bath…even the glass of extra joss i didn’t help any…so i sent a message to tita cam and decided i’d just rest the whole day…

Great moments they pass by
If youre careless
Desperately trying to speak the words
Ive been wanting to say for a long time.
Tongue tied, every time I try to talk to you
In time, Ill find the right line.

Caught a glimpse of you
I tremble every time you walk by
Hopelessly trying to find a way
To be near you, to get near you.
In my mind, plays thoughts of you all the
time
Ill find the right line

Ill bleed for you
Like a new tattoo in my heart
Youll stay permanent

Am I too late now?
Will I find a way to get to you somehow?
Shes breaking me down again
Shes breaking me down

. . . .love this song ;p

…i didn’t sleep last night…couldn’t…had to stay awake to make sure i’d make it in time for the 5:00 am mass at cardinal santos…got myself prepped and left the house at 3:00…didn’t have any problems getting a bus ride…the problem was the bus didn’t want to leave till all the seats were occupied….;p…couldn’t bear sleeping in the bus as i might wake-up without my wallet and phone or find out that i overshot my destination…;p the trip was fast(got to ortigas at 4:10am(about 15minutes…?)…walked towards the jeepney stop on the other side of the road and got sprayed wet by a ford expedition as it passed by a wet portion of the road…tsk tsk…wanted to go home, but kept thinking "i’m that near anyway, might as well get it over with"…the mass took a long time to start, i think the priest was asleep or something…;p…after the mass i got to eat some bibingka, some ham and queso de bola(hurray for free food! ang babaw)…went home early as i had to change clothes…all the while i was thinking of whether i’d still go to class in the afternoon or visit my grandma instead…decided not to do any of it when i got home as i was really pooped….slept from 10:30am till 2:30pm…and decided to lift some weights to add more stress to my already stressed self…went biking for an hour after weights…then i realized i didn’t eat anything for lunch….it was 6:30 already so i decided to have an early meal for dinner…

…i’ll be meeting with some friends from college later in the afternoon at a friends house…wonder how that’ll go? hmmmm

…seems i haven’t updated my blog lately…not much to tell

…been really busy with animation training…the work load’s been increasing lately since we’ve moved on to key-framing…tracing has become easier since we trace different drawings for three hours every monday….ugh…and i can’t seem to think of story for my character…we need to animate him doing something as a final project…keep in mind that i have to animate him at 24 frames per second since its a standard time signature…urrrrghhh!!!!

…i was also offered a job by my animation instructor (he needs someone who can do photo manips, BG design and computer coloring)…he says i’ll start by january or something…really hope this pushes through…i need it…

…choir has been fun as usual…although i’m a bit unsure if i’m getting better at singing or not…most of the time i think i’m a bit off…don’t know why…parang may sablay e(…pilit masyado…?)…hmmmm…ewan…

seedlings will be singing at the edsa shrine for its christmas eve mass…bisitahin ninyo ako kung wala kayong gagawin….