torpe
i was reading a friend’s BLOG an hour ago when i came upon an old entry of hers….it narrated how she met with a guy friend whom she hadn’t seen in a while and had this very awkward evening together…(yep fiery dragon, its yours ;p)
well that entry struck me…why? kasi po "torpe" rin ako e….see i’ve gotten into meetings with the v.p. of a certain local newspaper/tabloid, met with different ranking personel of the indonesian embassy, performed infront of different audiences, taken different sports, even went to a lookal gym to help me enhance my personality/communication skills…but i still find it hard to express my feelings when i get struck by a girl…
all of the girls i’ve had a relationship with could attest to that…i suck at courting…until now, i don’t get it…and i usually can’t find the right words to express my feelings to someone….someone once told me its because of the fear of rejection that makes a person "torpe"(i always think i’l ge rejected even before i court someone)….other people might think that its because their desire is more sexually driven than emotional….believe me its far easier to express ones’ feelings when its sexually driven…;p
maybe your friends’ kindda like me dood….torpe..so that makes one point…here’s another…believe me when i say you have a very strong aura…kahit ako sindak sa iyo (keep in mind that most guys would flee when they see me ;p)…that definately adds up to why the guy’s having a hard time expressing himself…oh yeah, you’re also very very beautifull (inside & out)…so now i’m thinking that guy must have been dying inside that night you two went out ;p
